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You know, IOS is nearing the end, and usually, when I'm nearing the end of a big project, I have something else in mind to start when it's over. And I don't have anything now, which is scaring me a little bit. And though I know that all my stories were and will be variations on the same themes and characters, but every idea I get just seems to be ripped off some show, book, movie I love. Sigh. The winding down of an obsession. Tres sad. Or whatever.
I would welcome the distraction right now, to be honest. A new obsession. I know it will spring up on it's own. Start with something simple and watch it grow into something epic and twisted and painful. I'd like to attempt something with multiple chracters. Maybe something with an actual plot, a serious weakness of mine, but can you imagine how long that would take me to finish? Oy vey. And I know that hottness cannot be forced. No cookie cutter romantic leads... IOS grew out of a one-off porn challenge after all. But distraction would be sooo nice. A little mental crazy that has nothing to do with the rest of the crap in my life. That frantic struggle to contain the absolutely terrifying mess of ideas in my head. I would like that right now.
Not the Rene and James in a deathly serious struggle for salvation isn't sooooo much fun to write. Really. Not a slit my wrists please kind of scene at all.
I would welcome the distraction right now, to be honest. A new obsession. I know it will spring up on it's own. Start with something simple and watch it grow into something epic and twisted and painful. I'd like to attempt something with multiple chracters. Maybe something with an actual plot, a serious weakness of mine, but can you imagine how long that would take me to finish? Oy vey. And I know that hottness cannot be forced. No cookie cutter romantic leads... IOS grew out of a one-off porn challenge after all. But distraction would be sooo nice. A little mental crazy that has nothing to do with the rest of the crap in my life. That frantic struggle to contain the absolutely terrifying mess of ideas in my head. I would like that right now.
Not the Rene and James in a deathly serious struggle for salvation isn't sooooo much fun to write. Really. Not a slit my wrists please kind of scene at all.
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