Um

[rispacooper]

So I'm like...done...for a while. If no one minds, and I really doubt anyone does, I'm just not going to write anything for a while. I have no inspiration at the moment, and it doesn't really seem to matter. And well I just have my phases of psycho depression and this is one of them and it will probably pass in a bit, but for now I just feel...dumb...I guess. Stupid and slow and backward when compared to everyone around me, surrounded by talented people, or successful people, or pretty people, or happy people in their happy couples and I'm just done. So uh...yeah. I'll probably still post randomness in LJ in my usual drunken spurts of decisiveness. I hate depression, even jacking off doesn't seem to be worth it. So um, me. cave. dark. alone. bitchy. you, living your lives and having fun i hope.

And no, that's not a plea for attention. Just lemme alone, I'll be fine in a while.

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[pir8fancier.livejournal.com]

Um, I care. Not because I feast off your fiction, because clearly I do. But because this is so full of pain that it catches my breath to hear that someone I know, albeit in a strange way, hurts so much. I'm not going to say, OF COURSE! you're talented and smart and pretty...fill in the blank. When I feel like this such hearty reassurances only rankle at best, piss me off to no end at worse. Hang in, there. Am here. I care. Email me if you want. pir8fancier@yahoo.com