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[rispacooper]

Why do I do this to myself???

I don't eat, I drink too much coffee (and soda and vodka and wine) and make myself sick with real life problems and then plot problems for gay porn and fanfiction insanity and then I have to be a good girl and take my medicine and try not to freak out about whether or not Fraser wants his lip to bleed when Ray punches him (he does) or why Nick would risk his career to help AU Greg stay in disguise in Vegas (cuz he wuvs that hair, and also Nick *has* to save people, it's in his genes).

And...even though I wouldn't even say it's halfway done, should I keep the original ending from the movie, or do that, and then make it happy? All mega happy cheese... But that would totally betray the glory that is the original...

This makes no sense to any of you. Except possibly pir8fancier.

I can't even a have a drink. I can't even coffee!!!

*beats head against comp tower*

Comments

[pir8fancier.livejournal.com]

I will cry buckets if you keep to the original.

Just sayin'

When I drink coffee the old ticker does it heart racing thang. Which is so not cool, so I'm drinking tea. Um so does drinking, but I seem to have a real roadblock on that one.

[rispacooper.livejournal.com]

i think we should totally get to choose only one vice to give up. like lent...but for your health.

or maybe we just need to learn moderation

*sigh*

as for original ending. i almost never write truly sad endings. so it's tempting. i cry at the ending too, every time. it's so beautiful.

you know, most of that movie is really from his point of view, watching her enjoy herself. writing down in story form...that gets tricky.

[pir8fancier.livejournal.com]

I knjow, you and I are the "hapy ending" club. But why not be morose just this once. We can fed-ex each other boxes of kleenex.

I never thought about it, but yeah, from his POV.

[rispacooper.livejournal.com]

you know, i've been going through my old, old stories to get them ready to be archived over on my new greatest journal (strictly for archiving purposes, which is why it's plain) and actually my early stuff wasn't happy at all. at best the endings are...well people didn't die at the endings.

wow.

wonder what happened to me?

[pir8fancier.livejournal.com]

Jesus, looking above am I like all thumbs typing or what?

Happy endings (as opposed to hapy endings). Well, when washing your hair seems like a monumenal endeavor and can be put off until tomorrow and then you realize that you've been putting off washing your hair for six days straight, unhappy endings are just more fuel for the depression, wot?

[rispacooper.livejournal.com]

as for typing errors...meh. i dinnae care much. :)

yeah. um the whole depression thing. i do love a brooding alcoholic character, don't i?

i'm really in the mood for a sad ending today. it's probably the music i'm listening to. tomorrow i'll probably want the happy. though i weirdly want to suddenly revisit my SAJV fandom and write a happier ending to the drama. i'm sure it's just me wanting distraction from my current epic WIPs.

if only i could just skip and write the sad ending. :(