slllllight freakout

*dances*

so nervous omg. stop_drop_porn challenge. in a day! will have no time to (over)think about anything! no way to possibly prep. omg omg.


*flutter*


challenges are good for me. yes. yes. good. i know that. but....


*whine*

and did i mention...?

How much I FAIL at writer? Because Pooky quotes Chapter Two at me (Chapter Two of Ideas of Sin, my own fucking original work) and I ask, like a total moron, what she was quoting? (Shaddup, I knew it was mine, I just didn't know... whereinthehellitcamefromandwhosaidit). Turns out, Rene said it. And I am a dumbass.

Then I am Dumbass again for not realizing until stupid CSI revelation, that I have a Type. (I mean, yeah I knew I pretty much go for the basic type of hero type and geeky type, with the hero type maybe not being such a hero--Jim Ellison, Clark Kent, Shang, and the geeky type sometimes being a wise-ass or even the villain--Ray K, Lex Luthor, Etienne). But still...the way too nurturing, do gooder, rescuing, far, far too uptight hero types with all the angst... Such an idiot. Like Rene, I need to be smacked in the face sometimes.

And now I must write teh porn???


"I want your cock in my mouth. And I want to stick mine in your ass" or something like that.